Recidivism means “a tendency to relapse into a previous condition or mode of behavior; especially relapse into criminal behavior.”
In my case it’s medical behavior. That’s why I’m back in the Memorial Cancer Center getting the first of four weekly Rituxan treatments. I hope it doesn’t make my fatigue worse.
I’m getting more sleep but becoming more tired, which is so different from how I’m used to feeling. This is “can’t get up out of the chair” fatigue and if it doesn’t improve my oncologist will send me for some tests. What we’ve checked so far is perfectly normal.
Susan and I just welcomed our two newest grandkids into our home. They arrived from Ethiopia last night, along with a very weary Julie and Alan.
Life goes on . . .
3:30 pm update: Feeling like crap would feel pretty good right now.